The harder I try... the less it works

Him saying this, "Lo nyuruh g ga jatuh cinta, malah lama2 g merasa sayang sama lo"

Yes, I've been trying so hard to make him not fall for me.... And the more I try, the more he likes me... He found me that interesting?

While me? My heart is beating harder when he said so. But I won't consider it as like or love. See previous posts about my co worker? Yes yes.... It won't mean much to me.... Probably next week after he left me, we know what this feeling is....

Sometimes I think, it's better if I am the one who in love rather than he falls for me. It's because we haven't met yet. I don't think he would like me that much after seeing me... after knowing me... after never could understand me.....

Ps: Me just babbling....