Sudah

Iya...gw sudah kangen sama lu....sebelum lu bilang mau mengakhiri semua....
Iya...gw sudah nangis karena lu....sebelum lu bilang ini yang terbaik....
Iya...gw sudah merasa "kosong".....sebelum akhirnya kita berpisah di gerbang di depan kost gw
Iya....gw merasa sendirian....sebelum lu tidak lagi menggenggam tangan gw
Iya...gw sudah merasa sedih....sebelum lu mengambil keputusan ini....
Iya....gw tersesat....sebelum lu mencium gw....yang mungkin untuk terakhir kalinya
Iya...gw takut....sebelum gw benar-benar kehilangan lu...


Tapi....
Iya...gw bahagia....karena ada cinta...Cinta yang menjadi pertanyaan sekaligus jawaban atas kita berdua....
Gw akan selalu kangen....kangen dengan keberadaan lu yang "ADA" di sisi gw....SELALU ADA....

I miss u already....promise to myself not to cry.....


Don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to lose.
If it can make me feel better, than I'm gonna cry, cry for you.
Don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to do.
If it can make me feel better, than I'm gonna cry, cry for you.

I know men aren't supposed to act this way,
but things they got too real; I couldn't stay.
Now I know one day we will both feel good.
If I could be with you, you know I would.

I don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to do.
If it can make me feel better, than I'm gonna cry, cry for you.
I don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to lose.
If it can make me feel better, than I'm gonna cry, cry for you.

Turn the lights down low and close the door, and try to feel the way I felt before.
Hell, cry in the middle of the day,
It better make me feel a better way, if it could take my pain away.
Yeah Oh
Take my pain away

I don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to lose.
You gotta let the boy have his way.
Cause it gets him to drink it away.
I don't wanna cry for you.
There's nothing left to do.
If it can make me feel better, than I’m gonna cry, cry for you.
If it can make me feel better, than I’m gonna cry, cry for you.

Oooh, (make me feel better) cry for you
Oooh, (make me feel better) cry for you
I’m gonna cry, cry for you
I’m gonna cry, cry for you

By: Pete Yorn-Don't Wanna Cry

A Togetherness

Currently: nungguin rambut kering....

Beberapa minggu ini super duper males blogging...Mungkin karena terlalu banyak yang mau gw ceritain....

Eniwei...hari ini gw janjian sama temen-temen di TA (Taman Anggrek yach...bukan Tanah Abang). Gw ketemu sama Fifin dan Kate. Two best girlfriends in my life.
Gw dah agak lama tidak bersua dengan mereka. I miss them. I miss our togetherness; seperti dahulu kala...jaman kami masih kuliah (nice rhyme).
Ternyata...si Kate membawa teman pria. Tapi tak apa-apa. Kegembiraan tidak berkurang sedikit jua (another rhyme).
Kita makan di Platinum dan bercerita ngalor-ngidul ga jelas. Kita emang jarang curhat di saat-saat speeti itu, karena semua pasti akan berebutan ngomong; terutama gw. Yupz...AKU...SAYA...GUE...

At that moment, I felt becoming my self. My own self. Gw ga nutupin apa pun dari mereka (including temen baru yang dibawa Kate). It feels damn good.
Mungkin karena saat-saat gw di kantor, gw ga bisa seperti itu.
Mungkin karena saat gw pulang, Just ga terlalu suka gw "segila" itu.

I miss those moments again....

Pulangnya gw sempetin makan j.cool.... Ga sempet liat celana...Next time probably....
At the end of the nite, we promise to see each other again soon....And I think I can't wait to be with them again...to be myself and not afraid being judged for who I am....